Okay, I'll admit that I was a little harsh on Dieselboy the other day. I just wasn't feelin' it then. I apologize because today I'm waking up to Prodigy with the assistance of BooKoo (which I just realized has 110 calories and 27 grams of sugar carbs... yikes... I might as well not eat the rest of the day). Why Prodigy? Someone almost set the office kitchen on fire which then in turn caused someone to break into their own rendition of Firestarter... from that... well, you can figure it out.
I've been invited to go to The Grotto tonight... it's been a long time since I went downtown, tho. Too roccoco, too bizantine... too busy. But, circumstances were different then so I might enjoy it now. There's also a couple of parties coming up that look fun, too. More on those later as things develop.
Going to Sarasota this weekend to see the in-laws. Should be fun. Sarasota's a nice area and who knows, I might get to the beach if it's nice enough. I have to go to Ho Ho's and get their famous Sesame Chicken. They make it with a white gravy type sauce that is just to die for. I've also been thinking about a trip to Ohio to go back to King's Island. It's been forever since I've been there... used to go there as a kid when I lived in Indiana. The Beast calls to me... I must ride The Beast... must ride.... must.... ride.
Oh yah... I'm working on a rather ambitious project idea... I want to find a way to remix the theme from Farscape... but it has to be the version from the third or fourth season. The first and second season's theme was just a little too intense with the vocals. Anyway, I guess I should also do an artist sign-up on myspace, eh? I'll get around to it eventually.
Anyway... that's what's in my head at the moment. More later after I scrub it with something guaranteed to kill brain cells.
Here you'll find tales of my journeys through life. Regardless of what they mean to me or anyone else, the facts remain that they occurred and they are hereby recorded for anyone bored enough to read through it. I am a post-operative male-to-female transsexual, a software developer, a musician, a geek of the highest order... but more basic that that... just another lonely, confused human on this planet... and these are my stories.
Friday, April 15, 2005
Thursday, April 14, 2005
Uhm... what?!
Okay, I've noticed something that kinda disturbs me, strike that... it really disturbs me. I've been getting messages on myspace from guys asking if I'm into being friends with benefits or am into "getting with" married guys, and that I'm a MILF, etc.
First of all... I'm not a MILF. Although I appreciate the sentiment... I'm not a mom, I more than likely will never be a mom. So, calling me a "Mom I'd Like to Frell" kinda creeps me out in that respect.
Secondly, I'm very VERY happily engaged to be married. I've met the one man that I want to be with for the rest of our natural lives. That's hard to do and you don't just give up on it for a quickie.
So why am I even on myspace, ravematch, etc? To meet people who like to party, who feel the music in their souls NATURALLY, who are good fun-loving people who don't hate or judge, etc. It's about community, it's about all the good things of life.
Some may say that the sex IS one of the good things in life... well sure it is... but for me, it's something shared with one and only one. Everything else is openly shared with everyone. :)
So, just chill out and have a good time. Keep your pants on and dance with me! Or give me a light show. Sheese... do something would ya? ;)
First of all... I'm not a MILF. Although I appreciate the sentiment... I'm not a mom, I more than likely will never be a mom. So, calling me a "Mom I'd Like to Frell" kinda creeps me out in that respect.
Secondly, I'm very VERY happily engaged to be married. I've met the one man that I want to be with for the rest of our natural lives. That's hard to do and you don't just give up on it for a quickie.
So why am I even on myspace, ravematch, etc? To meet people who like to party, who feel the music in their souls NATURALLY, who are good fun-loving people who don't hate or judge, etc. It's about community, it's about all the good things of life.
Some may say that the sex IS one of the good things in life... well sure it is... but for me, it's something shared with one and only one. Everything else is openly shared with everyone. :)
So, just chill out and have a good time. Keep your pants on and dance with me! Or give me a light show. Sheese... do something would ya? ;)
Sunday, April 10, 2005
Owwie...
Well, had a nice relaxing day at home today. However, I got a little bit of an owwie since I laid out a little too long in the sun today. It's been a couple of years since I tanned and I forgot how strong the sun can be. :( But it'll get better. Once I have some good color again I'll take some new pics and post 'em. Not much happenin' tonite. Just chillin' with Rob and the cats. Picked up some new CDs yesterday and finally got to really listen to them today. So far, I'm not upset with my purchases. :) Some trance and the UMF 7 CD (which I went to this year... fun fun fun). Anyway, that's all for now. Later.
Assumptions
Well, it's technically tomorrow... but it still feels like last night. Went shopping today and spent more money than I should have, as usual. But I'm happy with what I got. I replaced the miniature Eurorack Mixer I had with a Soundcraft Spirit ES so I can actually have everything plugged in at once now rather than swapping patch cables whenever I want to work with something else. Expensive at the moment but it will pay for itself soon enough. :)
Had some friends over tonight and the discussion turned to what we've done and who we knew and where they've gone, etc. A lot of assumptions were made and it got me kinda frustrated, actually. I try not to be too imbalanced, really. I'm a Libra, after all. I get annoyed when someone tries to pidgeon-hole me. I have a lot of interests and I don't overdo any of them, as far as I can tell. I took it all in fun on the outside... but I felt like I was being stereotyped, sorta. I dunno, I'm tired too so I may just be rambling (I probably am). Anyway, other than the mixer, I picked up some new discs and the 12" of Switch. I just have a feeling I can do something with that... dunno why.
I also picked up a Light Sabre. Yes, a Light Sabre. Best Buy has the Masterworks Replicas of the Light Sabres from Star Wars and I just had to have one. It's one thing to see them on a web page and another to see them right within your grasp. As soon as I saw it, I knew I wasn't walking out of the store without one. It's cool, it lights up and down in sequence and makes all the noises. After playing with it for a while I thought to myself... "Ooh... now I have a REALLY BIG glow stick! Woohoo!" Can't wait until the next party! ;)
Anyway, I've got a big lug waiting for me in bed so I'm gonna close this for now. Later days, better lays. -- Peace--
Had some friends over tonight and the discussion turned to what we've done and who we knew and where they've gone, etc. A lot of assumptions were made and it got me kinda frustrated, actually. I try not to be too imbalanced, really. I'm a Libra, after all. I get annoyed when someone tries to pidgeon-hole me. I have a lot of interests and I don't overdo any of them, as far as I can tell. I took it all in fun on the outside... but I felt like I was being stereotyped, sorta. I dunno, I'm tired too so I may just be rambling (I probably am). Anyway, other than the mixer, I picked up some new discs and the 12" of Switch. I just have a feeling I can do something with that... dunno why.
I also picked up a Light Sabre. Yes, a Light Sabre. Best Buy has the Masterworks Replicas of the Light Sabres from Star Wars and I just had to have one. It's one thing to see them on a web page and another to see them right within your grasp. As soon as I saw it, I knew I wasn't walking out of the store without one. It's cool, it lights up and down in sequence and makes all the noises. After playing with it for a while I thought to myself... "Ooh... now I have a REALLY BIG glow stick! Woohoo!" Can't wait until the next party! ;)
Anyway, I've got a big lug waiting for me in bed so I'm gonna close this for now. Later days, better lays. -- Peace--
Weekend!
Yay... the weekend. :) Gettin' ready to lay out in the sun for a little bit and listen to some stuff I just downloaded. My friend Stacy is here this weekend too and we're planning to go out and do some shopping. And there's absolutely nothing wrong with that. Might go out to Vinyl Frontier and see if they have anything interesting, probably check out Best Buy and the Florida Oriental Trading Company since she's WAY into anime. I think she was born in the wrong time, wrong place and wrong race... not sure what type of identity crisis that is tho.
Anyway, nothing much else to report. If anything exciting happens, I'll probably post it. :) Tootles.
Anyway, nothing much else to report. If anything exciting happens, I'll probably post it. :) Tootles.
My job sux
Yah, everyone says that, right... but mine really does. I got woken up this morning at 10 to 4 in the morning from my ex-boss asking me to do my ex-job because the new boss of the new people doing my old job doesn't want to call his people in the middle of the night to fix a problem that needs fixing. It also became apparent that the problem won't be fixed right away which means I'll probably have to be on call all day now. Argh! Mr. Spielberg? I know you're out there somewhere and I know you only work with Johnny exclusively... but maybe you know someone else that would like to give a girl a chance at composing for their film Hmm? Please?! I'm beggin' here!
I hope the day doesn't play out like I'm expecting it to... but we'll see
I hope the day doesn't play out like I'm expecting it to... but we'll see
Friday, April 8, 2005
Too early
Yes, it is too early for D'n'B.... but that's okay... it's better than Happy Hardcore in the morning. Anyway, so far today has been uneventful other than the aural assault next to me and the strange IM from my sweetie tempting me to stare at The Hypnotic Cat. Ebaum's world failed to entertain me today, but something awful had a decent Photoshop Phriday dealing with Virgin Atlantic advertisements. I chuckled once or twice.
The rest of the day will more than likely be a continuation of this cacophony of chaotic circumstances which all add up to be one more wasted day. But at least I'm not Jerry Seinfeld... god, that would be awful.
Oh yah, some friends are trying to entice me to see Sahara tonite which, other than the appearance of Matthew McConaughey, I have no interest in seeing. So I'll probably sit at home tonight waiting for Rob to come home and say, "You were right, it sucked." More later.
The rest of the day will more than likely be a continuation of this cacophony of chaotic circumstances which all add up to be one more wasted day. But at least I'm not Jerry Seinfeld... god, that would be awful.
Oh yah, some friends are trying to entice me to see Sahara tonite which, other than the appearance of Matthew McConaughey, I have no interest in seeing. So I'll probably sit at home tonight waiting for Rob to come home and say, "You were right, it sucked." More later.
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